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heretic_parody
18 September 2014 @ 02:38 pm
"Blessed be the woman who finds a man to laugh with her, cry with her, love her, and grow old with her."

I well and truly believe that I've found such a man.

This Monday, we celebrated our 3rd month together. I can hardly believe that it's only been 9 months since I've known him. He has changed my life in so many ways.

It's funny, the way that people find one another. Amidst all the guys that I knew, I never once thought that this sweet guy would be someone so special to me.

He may not be the brightest one in the box, but I am certain that he loves me the most. The way he glances at me in the darkened cinema. The tender look in his eyes tell me exactly how much I mean to him. When he kisses my cheek, it is as light as a feather. So gentle and yet full of emotion, screaming that he'd never want to let me go. The way his hands find my waist, my shoulder, my hand. They whisper, "stay with me always, my dear."

He is not a boy who will leave me in the lurch. He is a man who will rein me in through my darkest days, guide my way through the storm, and follow me through hell and back. He is my pillar, my sounding board, my strength, my refuge.

I never show weakness or admit defeat. Yet his chest and open arms draw sweet surrender. Others may cut me down in my time of weakness, but he celebrates them.

He makes it a point to send me home, even though he lives absurdly far away. It's not sweet words and kisses we exchange on the long journeys home. Lying in his protective embrace, being lulled to sleep, is what I call bliss.

He adores me, I know. Selfish as it may be, I revel in it, but I'll never let him know.

I know he earnestly wishes for my happiness. Simple as it may be, spending a day together brightens up his entire day.

I've never been described as needy. And I never found the need or want to be in close proximity regularly. Yet when it comes to him, I find myself smiling about the the next time we meet.
 
 
heretic_parody
10 June 2012 @ 08:01 am


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Bright cold silver moon
Tonight alone in my room
You were here just yesterday
Slight turn of the head
Eyes down when you said
I guess I need my life to change
Seems like something's just aren't the same
What could I say?

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I stare up at the stars
I wonder just where you are
You feel a million miles away
(I wonder just where you are)
Was it something I said?
Or something I never did?
Or was I always in the way?
(Was it something I did?)
Could someone tell me what to say to just make you stay?

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
Again

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
But every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again

What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
But every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again

What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again

 
 
 
Current Mood: thoughtfulthoughtful
 
 
heretic_parody
10 November 2009 @ 04:54 pm
You were here when I wrote this one
So when you hear it you'll know that it's yours
You were high as a bird perched beside me listening closely
Mesmerized by the words that I would sing to you through your headphones
Well you looked so damn cute in those headphones
Just a quick hello but you'd soon go
And I miss you so bad I miss you so so bad
And I need you so bad I need you so so bad I need you so bad
These four just the same chords
I would use every time you would tell me,
Baby, write this one about me
You'd never catch me
I'm stealing last night's story oh
But I doubt you really cared at all, no not at all
You're the muse in my life
When you leave I'll die
Will you keep me alive?
I miss you so bad I miss you so so bad
And I need you so bad I need you so so bad I need you so bad
And why do you come by if you're leaving?
Why do you come by if you're leaving?
And why do you give all the way in to take it back?
I need you so bad I miss you so bad I need you so bad yeah yeah
I look right and you stare back
And I'm finding refuge in your eyes
There's nothing I wouldn't do right now to be sure I don't lose you this time
Cause I missed you so bad, I missed you so so bad
And I need you so bad I need you so so bad, I need you so bad






Sound familiar to you?
I don't even know if you think that way, because you don't act like it.
Never said all the right things at all the right times.

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Current Music: Vertical Rhythm - The Gossip
 
 
heretic_parody
17 October 2009 @ 10:06 pm
DC ROCKS <3
AND ZOMG WTF ZOOEY DESCHANEL IS MARRIED TO BEN GIBBARD!
LUCKY WOMAN ):




Down in a local bar
 
Out on the Boulevard
The sound of an old guitar
Is saving you from sinking
It's a long way down, It's a long way

Back like you never broke
You tell a dirty joke
He touches your leg
And thinks He's getting close
For now you let him
Just this once
Just for now
And just like that
It's over.

Don't turn away
Dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Don't be afraid
But keep it all inside, all inside
When you fall apart
Dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Life is always hard
For the Belle of the Boulevard

In all your silver rings
In all your silken things
That song you softly sing
Is keeping you from breaking
It's a long way down, it's a long way

Back here you never lost
You shake the shivers off
You take a drink
To get your courage up
Can you believe it?
Just this once
Just for now
And just like that
It's over

Don't turn away
Dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Don't be afraid
But keep it all inside, all inside
When you fall apart
Dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Life is always hard
For the Belle of the Boulevard

Please hold on, it's alright
Please hold on, it's alright
Please hold on

Down in a local bar
Out on the boulevard
The sound of an old guitar
Is saving you

Don't turn away
Dry your eyes, dry you eyes
Don't be afraid
Keep it all inside, all inside
When you fall apart
Dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Life is always hard
For the Belle of the Boulevard
 
 
 
Current Mood: blankblank
Current Music: Belle Of The Boulevard - Dashboard Confessional
 
 
heretic_parody
13 October 2009 @ 08:50 am
Really cute video. :D




And this one is quite touching too. (:

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